Chrissy Teigen says she is depressed and bored after joining the “cancel club” following allegations of online bullying.
The model and TV personality took a break from social media in May after TV personality Courtney Stodden accused her of bullying a decade ago.
Teigen, 35, apologised but has kept a low profile since.
But she took to Instagram to reveal how she is feeling.
“Iiiii don’t really know what to say here…just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter s*** in real life. Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race,” Teigen posted.
“But I do know that however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer. I feel lost and need to find my place again, I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay.
“I’m not used to any other way!!”
“All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just…tired of being sick with myself all day. I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent s*** anymore! If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u,” Teigen added.
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